Ho hum!!!!

Hi Ho....... Hi Ho, hi ho it's home from work I go!!! Well that is not what I say most days but tonight it is a different story. I am not feeling good and would not recommend that anyone catch what I caught. I am not sure who passed it on to me but they did a good job. So I had a sore throat on Friday and Sat but on Sunday when i woke up it was no longer just a sore throat. I have to compare it to the closest thing that I can imagine that it felt like which is getting run over by a 18 wheeler. Except you don't end up with the pancake side effect. Everything hurt and I felt like I was about 100 well what I think it must feel like being 100. If there is anyone out there that would like to describe what it feels like to actually be 100 I would love to hear it and compare the way that I felt. Ok today was a very long day at work. Oh well I guess that I can be glad that I got to sit at a desk all day and did not have to be outside. So there something good to end this section off. :)

Ok now for the real thing that i was going to write about. Last week I had something happen to me that was a little bit unexpected and I am not really sure how to take it. I have been praying about this thing and for clarity on it for the past 6 months. I just have to say that clarity was not achieved at all but the opposite actually and it has left me with lots to consider. It comes at a time when I just started to read a book called God on Mute. I have gotten about 2 chapters in and it is a great read so far. I am hoping that clarity comes and the sooner that it comes the better. but is that not what we all feel at times like this. We want to see clear but it is like we are looking into a cloudy steamed up mirror. Something that can be clear but right after you get out of the shower it is something that you hope for. A nice clear mirror that you can look into and shave and not slice and dice your face. The truth is that it is never that way though. it always takes a while to clear up before you can use it the way it was meant to be used. I guess that is what it is like in life a lot. I will continue to wait for the steam to clear and the time when I will be able to see things the way God sees them.

Life is great though. I love the events that continue to revolve around me. Things that involve me when I really am not sure what I am involved with. Life takes it time in getting you places and sometimes we waste so much of it with hoping for the time to come instead of enjoying the ride along the way. Well I guess that I need to just sit back and enjoy the ride and the view that has been given to me right now!