Garden of Though

So many things running threw my head HA HA so many want to get out but only a few will. I have had a really weird night tonight and am not sure why but all day I have been fighting this lethargic feeling and am not sure what it is from and what to do to get ride of it. But tonight it feels to have slid away into the dark night quietly. I am glad that I don't feel it now but I know that what I do feel is not really me either but the drugs that I am taking for my arm when it hurts. Tonight I had a good talk with a friend that I have not known that long but I have come to realize that she amazes me in so many ways. On the second day that I had known her we were hanging out and I took her home and on my drive home something odd happened to me. A poem just came to me. I am not sure what it means and could not tell you exactly what it means to me right now or even at the time but there is something in there. I guess that as I look at it and read it, I see that it fits with life and not just mine or this amazing girls but everyone's. For all my friends that I care so much about. To anyone that reads it and it touches there heart.


A single tear runs down my cheek
A tear that runs for you
A tear not for regret
A tear not for sorrow
A tear not for the past
A tear not for the future

A single tear runs down my cheek
A tear that lingers for you
A tear of hope
A tear to free
A tear to love
A tear to believe

A single tear runs down my cheek
A tear that runs for you
A tear that lingers for you
A tear that dries for you
A tear of thought just for you!

I guess that has been running threw my mind for the last week and I have just been waiting for it to come out. There are so many thoughts in the garden of my brain but I think that I better stop with that one and let it settle and let the rest develop a little more before I pick them.